I have not posted in a very long time. Due to me losing my mind. I kid you not… Since last update lot’s has happened. Got a girlfriend, christmas, New Years, Lost a girlfriend, lost lots of friends, was a jerk, was called many names, found out what people are really like and the list goes on. Let’s start with. Wow. I had a girlfriend and now I don’t.Nothing really monumental here it was Emily Klein… SURPRISE! The person I never told anyone I was dating and no one really saw us together but somehow everyone knew? We had been toiling with getting back together for a while since we first started being civilized people again. Things were great for like 45 seconds and then came the same old shit. And I say the words “the same old shit” as an old man who is realizing that woman are impossible.It was just about making something work that really couldn’t work with the way we were approaching it. Long boring, very boring, story short. She made me angry (not that, that is hard to do) one too many times and I was like “Peace out”.Then we still talked a couple days after and what not… and then she even came over and we talked about some stuff, and we had a really bright plan and a really bright idea and my future was unfolding in my brain because from the feedback I was getting from her we had finally figured out what we were going to do to make it work. We made a promise before that night ended. I wont tell you what the promise was, or how minute it was. But to me it was something bigger. It was a part of the big picture of what we as a couple could be capable of.The promise was broken nonethelessWe have not talked in quite some time now. Like not one word. It’s like a new record of not talking for us. Kinda crazy. I kinda messed up the whole “We can still be friends thing” But I’m the kinda guy who is always all or nothing. It’s the way to be.. no? No… No is probably right, or at least we could have ‘ended our speaking to each other’ in a better way then the way I did. Would I take it back? Most definitely. Am I an idiot? Yes ma’am. Do I expect forgiveness? No sir.I didn’t want to take up that much space on that topic so moving along! New years!Was a blast…. almost. People like to spread rumors and be nigger faggets to me though. I’d straight up type down my life story on here and let people know why really everything…yes EVERYTHING… even THAT ONE THING. Is misconstrued ridiculously. But I’ve come to accept that everything gets blamed on me and the worst is always assumed of me. Take this weekend with the cell phone incident for example… if you were involved you know how much total bull that was and how I was not involved in the LEAST bit. But who cares! Lets be a white trash girl and say “UHMM LET THE HATERS TALK…. GAWD!”In other news I went laser tagging the other night and we got lost for 2 hours coming home. It sucked! I was going insane in the back of the van. But its ok Courtney Harris was with me in the back 
Yeah I wish….We got to my house at like 12 am after being lost for forever and we decided it would be to everyones best benefit to just sleep over! Allen and I do sleep overs the right way. We sleep…. in the same bed. Everyone… Jordan Snavely, Tom, Allen, Brianna, Courtney, and myself all crammed into my bed and we enjoyed a fine night of telling stories and grabbing each others butts and blaming it on someone else…. Until 3 am when the Harris’s dad called. hahahah oh my goshhh.”Where are you guys?!”"Omg we must have fallen asleep watching a movie!! We’ll be home right now!”Then they left…Uhm Cedar Crest Swimming right now. I don’t even know. People need to get a grip on reality…Ok next thing on my list of things to talk about. I’m not going to talk about anymore. And now this entire entry has become more of a… venting thing. Which is really queer. So I will have a better entry with the happy things I wanted to talk about… like tomorrow or something.No one will read this anyway, it’s too long, no pictures and I have not written in this thing in so long.PEACE.
